Honor your vomit.
“All of the songs on the album, to be completely candid [were written quickly]. The creative process is approximately 15 minutes of vomiting my creative ideas, in the forms of melodies, usually, or chord progressions and melodies and some sort of a theme lyric idea. It all happens in approximately 15 minutes of this giant regurgitation of my thoughts and feelings. And then I spend days, weeks, months, years fine tuning. But the idea is that you honor your vomit. You have to honor your vomit. You have to honor those 15 minutes.”
—Lady Gaga
you know what’s funny? this entire last half of the semester, i’ve found myself paralleling going onstage and performing to vomit. it started in voice lessons. my teacher would always be, “vivian that sounded great what’d you do.” ”uhhh, i felt like i kinda just vomited and threw up some sound from my body.”
and then eventually, i started using the term to describe what being in the moment when i was acting was like.
i got to the place where i became comfortable with letting my work be more messy and not apologizing or being scared of the messiness and not dwelling on it. because at the end of the day, it was the most honest.
and describing it as vomiting just helped. ”you ready?” ”not really, but i’m just gonna go vomit onstage” became my new thing.
…and i find out today that gaga calls it the same thing. kinda cool feeling to know we kinda think in the same way about art. it’s vomit that’s been cultivated and structured that we can share with others. :)